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 I stood close to the wall, trying to pick up on a few words.

They say it’s mind over matter,

but what we living for, what really matters?

Some niggas with silver spoons on a sliver platter,

And other niggas is doomed just for disaster.

“Which one you staring at?”

I stepped back and took in the entire wall again, “All of them.”

“Here,” he said tossing me a face mask, “This shit is strong,” referring to the intoxicating smell of the spray paint.

I put the mask over my nose as he began outlining the word F.A.M.E.

“So I’m guessing you want fame?”

He licked his lip and thought for a moment, “You could say that.”

Mijo

This crowd was live as fuck tonight and I’ve already made about $80 in tips alone. Just as I was about to switch up the song, a short Spanish girl with this short ass dress came up to me, drink in her hand.

“Hey Mr. DJ, wanna danceee?” she laughed, slamming her drink down on my equipment.

Instinctively, I picked up the cup to keep from spilling on my stuff, “Nah, I’m good.”

I put my headphones back on and clicked random buttons to make it look like I was to busy to be bothered. Still, bitch ain’t take no for an answer and came around the side to stand next to me, rubbing on my shoulders, “Come on, papi, I’ll make you feel real good.”

Pushing her gently off of me, “I have a girl, so no thanks.”

She kissed her teeth and walked off back into the crowd. I just smiled to myself and shook my head disapointely, “Bitches these days.”

Suddenly I felt a thick pair of lips suck on my earlobe from behind and I whipped around to see P.

“Oh shit, you scared me,” I said, feeling the Spanish bitch staring at me. I rested my hands on P’s waist and gave her a deep, longing kiss that made the girl turn away annoyed.

“For a minute, so did you, I saw that hoe all up on you.”

“You know I ain’t do nothing, right?”

She nodded her head and handed me a glass of water, “You looked thirsty,” she changed the subject.

I took the cup and took a huge gulp, “Thanks, who you here with?”

“Just by myself, to give you this,” she handed me my wallet and I slipped it in my back pocket, “When do you get off?”

I checked my watch to see it was 9:54 p.m., “Not for another 3 hours. Oh by the way, congratulations, beautiful,” he scooped me up in a huge hug which I glady returned.

“Thanks, I got to get up early tomorrow though, I’m trying to arrange some sort of way to advertise my line and I’m going to need to get Lia and Alyssa in the morning. I think I’m gonna head home.”

“Night baby,” he pecked my forehead and I walked out of the club, letting him get back to work.

“Later P!” the bouncer called out to me.

“See ya Ron!”

I unlocked the car from my black Toyota and began heading home, thanking God for the blessed day I’ve had, anticipating tomorrow.

Gui

Our waiter in the black suit and tie just served Elizabeth and I a slice of crème brulee, her favorite. As she took her first bite, I mentally prepared myself for what was about to happen. I held her free hand that was lingering over the white silk table cloth of the table.

“Baby, something has been on my mind for a while, and I figured I should tell you by now.”

She held my other hand and stared at me, blushing, “Uh, okay.”

I slipped one of my hands from her grip and took out a crisp, white box.

Before I could regret anything, I got down on my left knee and opened the box to her.

Immditely her hands shot to her mouth and tears began forming in her eyes.

“Elizabeth, you know I’m not good at these sort of things.”

She sort of laughed, still in hysterics.

“Baby will you marry me?”

She immiedtely shot up from her seat and screamed “Yes!”

Squealing, not bothering to try and hide her tears, she tackled me from the ground. Suddenly, everyone in the restaurant began to cheer and clapped wildly.

I stood up and extended my hand for her from off the floor. Once she got up and adjusted her dress, she wrapped her arms around my neck and just stared in my eyes, tears running down her face.

“I love you.”

I kissed her lips deeply, ignoring the crowds of people going wild, “There isn’t anyone I’d rather spend the rest of my life with, Liz.”

Chris

“Nigga, is that all you got?” Lia laughed from her corner of the room. Holding up her Coke bottle to her mouth, she took a long gulp, finishing half of the bottle. She stuck up her pointer finger at me, singalling to give her a moment. In a few seconds, she opened her mouth and let out a burp so loud, you’d swear it was Bigfoot.

I waved my hand in front of my nose, “Shit, you nasty.”

She just sat up proudly, sticking her tongue out at me, “You just mad I won!”

Suddenly, the commercials on the flat screen t.v. finished up and the basketball game was back on, Bulls vs. Lakers.

“My nigga Kobe about to whoop your ass though,” Chris announced, stuffing his face with a slice of pizza from the opposite side of the couch.

I just laughed in his face, adjusting my pajama shorts drawstring, “Rose is going in man, fuck yo team!”

Just as I finished, Kobe jumps up and slam dunks, leaving the Lakers ahead by two points.  I slumped back into the couch, grabbing my soda, “He still fine as fuck though.”

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Anonymous: Can you please post a chapter list? I really want to read this story:)

I will as soon as I can, for now, you could see each chapter scrolling through the archive :)

Anonymous: OMFG! I <3 Your Story. Kayla and Drake Are Some Bitch Ass People Like Wat The Fuck? But Anyway When Are You Posting Again?? ( PS: Chris And Lia Would Be Soo Cute Together :} )

Well, Drake didn’t do anything wrong. I mean, he wanted Kayla to tell Chris about the kid being his, and he didn’t know that Lia was living with Kayla at the time. His only fault was fucking around with Kayla when she had a man, but again, he may or may not have known she was taken at the time. But yeah I agree with you, Kayla is a bitch. And I’m probably going to post tomorrow, or two days from now.

And hmmmm… Chris and Lia? I’ve gotten messages before bout Lia and Gui or Lia and Drake, but this is the first about Chris and Lia lol.

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As I was about to sit myself down on the floor, the door bell rung. I looked to Chris who was staring intently at the ceiling, anticipating his next move, so I decided to go upstairs and get Mijo’s wallet to answer the door. I swung the door open to see Kayla smiling widely.

“I’m guessing the meeting went well?”

She strutted inside and walked down the hallway with her arms up in the air, “You’re looking at the fashion designer of the clothing line, “Apire”,” she swung her arms down and turned to face me dramatically, “Coming to a boutique, near you.”

I busted out laughing and handed her the wallet, but not before giving her a huge hug, “I’m so happy for you hun!”

She released my grip, “And guess who is going to be working for me, starting tomorrow at 8:00 A.M, sharp?”

I gave her a small smile and raised my hand, “I guess that would be me.”

She nodded and walked into the kitchen and looked through the fridge, “Where’s Chris at? I want to tell him the good news!”

Just as I prepared myself to try to explain to her what happened today, P walked into the living room to see the remains of today’s aftermath.

Stepping over pieces of golden glass, “What happened?”

I blew out a frustrated breath, “Long story.”

She sat down comfortably on the couch, patting the seat next to me, “I got time.”

I rubbed my temple and sat beside her, ready to confess all of today’s drama.

*

“Holy shit, and that’s the ring over there?” P whispered, pointing to the velvet box that held the engagement ring that was supposed to be given to Kayla.

I nodded my head, “Chris was devistated.”

“Well where is he now?”

I pointed to the staircase that led downstairs, “But when I went downstairs to talk to him, he was fine, a little too fine if you ask me.”

“I don’t think I want to take the chance and bring anything up, especially since it will take a while to digest,” she explained, looking at her green, faux snakeskin watch, “Oh shit, hun, I’ve really got to get down to Mijo’s job.”

She picked her hobo bag off of the couch, “I have nothing else to do for the day so you’re welcome to come with and we’ll get some lunch?”

I was tempted to go, but I was even more tempted to just stay at home, eat pizza in my pajamas, and go downstairs with Chris.

“Thanks, but no thanks, I think I’m going to go back to sleep.”

She nodded in understanding, “Alright hun, I’ll be here in the morning to pick you up for work. See you girl!”

“Bye,” I answered closing the door. I walked over to the kitchen to get out two glass bottles of Coke, and then returned back down to the basement to see Chris mixing a pale orange color with a dark gray that resembled the sky on this now cloudy and rainy night.

I laid comfortably on the floor, facing the ceiling above me.

“You like the paint?”

“Yeah, but I wouldn’t say I’m that great. I mostly am I writer and drawer.”

He got down from the ladder to take his Coke bottle, “If you can draw, you can paint.”

I simply shrugged and rolled over onto my stomach.

“What’s underneath the cloth?”

He looked over at the walls and shrugged, “Nothing really.”

I sat up and asked him again, and received the same vague answer. I got up and ran over to the wall before Chris could stop me, and I ripped down the sheet.

“Oh fuck.”

It slipped out of my mouth right as Chris scrambled off his ladder to stand behind me.

A simple, plain white wall with scribbles of words, verses, and phrases written in heavy, thick writing in some parts, but thin, dainty words inscribed in other parts. Every square inch was covered in black sharpie.

“What is all of this?”

Again, he shrugged and went back to his drawing, “It’s how I feel.”

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